I am a Christian now and I worship GOD Almighty.  I fell at one time but I am back on my feet.  I was written of in Robert Scott's book, Kill or be Killed and I am here to tell US Marines unless you know Jesus Christ you will have a hard time returning to society.  I understand that 22 veterans per day are killing themselves.  My crime back in 1998 was my form of police assisted suicide.  The entire crime was crazy and I was driven by fear from all the lies Todd Jessie Garton told.  While I do not feel like a Marine anymore since I have failed in so many areas, though I am proud to say I did good in accepting Christ into my heart.  Since my horrible death did not happen on Portland streets in 1998, I still deal with all the repercussions from the evil crime I committed.  The most important difference between now and 1998 is that I have Jesus in my corner whereas before I simply relied on myself.  There is a lot of shame I live with even to this day.  One thing I want to give veterans coming to this site is salvation in Christ Jesus.  You can have the same will I have to live in living for God in a godly life.  No one needs to be driven to the insane state I was driven to thinking there is a way out in a bullet to the head, drugs, alcohol or other self harming means such as a crime as I did.  There are so many shoulda, woulda, coulda's in my life but God raised me up from the dunghill.  Amen...
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